This is the large concluding section of Felice
Picano’s “Memoir in the Form of a Novel,” Men
Who Loved Me. It describes the life
of the narrator “Phil” in the New York of the 1960s, when gays were building
their own community in Greenwich Village but weren’t necessarily aware of what
they were doing. In the first large
section of the book (“The Most Golden Bulgari”), the narrator described his
decision to go to Italy and “become homosexual,” his affair with a Yugoslavian
film director in Rome, and his abrupt return to the United States. A brief interlude links these two main
sections of the book.
Returning now to New York, Phil manages to find,
within just a few days, both a new job and a new boyfriend, both quite substantial. The boyfriend lasts for something beyond
eight months; the job makes Phil into a highly paid and respected magazine
editor.
I continually wonder, reading this section, to what
extent Picano is slumming, to what extent he has been pampered. He’s gotten a good college education, he
somehow (though he’s been working as a social worker) got himself off to Italy,
he immediately lands a good job almost immediately upon returning to the
States. From whence comes this stunning
luck?
At the same time, like the Beat writers, he seems to
spend a surprising amount of time socializing and partying. He takes a fair quantity of drugs (to be
fair, I wouldn’t call it “excessive;” if he does it often, and gets
considerably “buzzed,” he almost never suffers physically from it; and it those
days hallucinogens like LSD were still legal).
And—is he gay? As before, he begs the question with remarks
like “since I seemed destined to become gay”…
In addition to his playwright boyfriend, he
assembles a large number of gay Greenwich Village friends. It’s difficult to tell exactly how “swishy”
these acquaintances were; they were not, it appears, queens in anything but
behavior. They don’t seem to have gone
in for cross-dressing; they simply went in, some of them, for rather hefty camp.
In these days “before Stonewall,” one definitely watched one’s step
amongst the public at large; but these folks were definitely at ease with one
another. The Bohemian atmosphere of
Greenwich Village is well-described; we’re treated to not one but two “lease-break
parties” (parties featuring behavior guaranteed to get you thrown out of the
apartment you desperately wanted to leave but couldn’t because of the lease
provisions).
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